Friday, August 20, 2021

 If I Don’t Toot it Who Will So…..

50 Composition notebooks = Coming next year --
Cantina Azul
Afternoon Wednesday June 18, 2003
Ajajic Mexico
Think the first time I entered the Blue Tequila Cantina was about six years ago. Mexican natives call it Cantina Azul. They say a Gringo named Tom opened this bar in 1987 and still lives within even though he passed on in 1996. It must be true as sometimes I get messages from Tom about what is going to happen or when someone is coming. Sometimes I know the names of who is coming. Easy says, I spook her when I forecast someone, or something, is coming round the corner. Kinda surprises me too, but I’ve had a not quite normal lifetime. Spent more time sitting at this end of the bar than anywhere in my sixty- three years. Easy has been here three and a half and we have seen it all, fun, terror, blessing, and wonderful memories.
Some things you need to know: Easy is not the bartenders name, but she is quite easy on the eyes, not sure of her real name, or where she is from. My place at the end of the bar is my long-standing comfort zone. Somedays, I go home and write sober and coherent. Leigh, yes Leigh, the one stable strong good woman in my life I do not deserve, watches over me as the angel she is.
The Blue Tequila Cantina serves as a meeting place for expats from over the world. Some seeking, love, some seeking companionship, some enjoying a cheap lifestyle, oh and some escaping their past. All toll, a good bunch of people, using up the end of life as we know it. Brave people, taking a chance on something different. The locals carry us high, and we appreciate all the services they provide. Many frequent the bar and most local closing on property sales are finalized in the Cantina Azul. Oh yes, this is the local NASCAR TV headquarters.
And just like that, it happened again today. Normally folks frequenting the bar don’t ask a lot of questions of each other as we all have something we don’t want to talk about. So, we find out about each other by what they say and not by prying.
Extending his hand, he says, “My name is Sid, may I sit the bar with you?”
“Sure Sid, my name is Jerry, we’ve been expecting you.” I replied.

25 of these composition notebooks    Equals Forever Alone



Sunday, August 8, 2021

 

     Paintings all Gone

West at the Francis school.

Half mile one black walnut stands.

Marks the sacred past.

No, house, mill, pond, or orchard.

Faulkner wrote-

“The past is never dead. It’s not even past.”

The paintings of youth are gone.

The war took some fight.

Time has taken the loves.

Writings spent, given away.

Eyes not so clear.

Mind hanging on, I think.

What I hear is not said.

Wonder about it all.

Maybe it is time I figure it.

Or do I want to know?

Oh, I see – we bring the past

to the future with living.

Strange - memories remembered-

they’re all the same age as before.

So, the past is not dead or past.

M. Mercer

Monday, August 2, 2021

 

                                         Mexico Flight Plan 1988

 

 November the first in the Central Texas Panhandle Jamie, Serifin and I finished  the fall wheat planting and moved the equipment back to the home place. Janet had made coffee and warmed the tortillas and beans as she watched the weather worn crew park the tractors and drills in the equipment yard.

 "Mike, it is time for Serifin and I to visit our families in Mexico," Jamie said as he spooned frijoles on a fresh flour tortilla .

  " Si, Jamie, when will you leave," I asked?

  " We go Monday, on the bus," Jamie replied.

   " No, Jamie we will take the plane Monday. Do we need to fly to Morelia or to Mexico City?" I said.

    A stunned Jamie replied, "Mike, we have no plane tickets."

    " Jamie you tell me where we need to fly and I will buy the tickets. See I want to go with you to your home in Mexico." I said.

   "Mike, Si, you come to Mexico," An excited Jamie asked?

    I replied, " Si, Jamie , my wife, my mother and I will fly with you brothers home to Mexico."

    "I will call Mexico and see where we should fly," Jamie said.

    "Jamie, Janet will help you make the call to Mexico," I said.

     Janet had been listening in on the conversation and asked, " Jamie you have a bathroom in Mexico?"

    "Si, bano I have in Mexico," Jamie replied.

    Janet asked, "Jamie you have an air conditioner in Mexico?"

    "Oh, Si, I have air conditioner en my casa," Jamie replied.

    The phone call was placed to the only phone in a Mexican community deep in the state of Michigan and as usual some young runner would fetch Estella.  Estella would wait by the phone for our call  back in an hour or so, as she lives a mile or so from the community telephone.

    While we waited Janet asked, "Jamie mashed potatoes and cream gravy in Mexico?"

     Jamie replied, "Si, Pappas but cream gravy like Janet's, No! Janet's is very good."

    " I can tell," I responded and demonstrated with my hands how high Jamie piled the potatoes and gravy when Janet fixes them for him.

     We waited about an hour and a half and Janet placed the call to Mexico and handed the phone to Jamie.

    Jamie explained to Estella about his pending plane trip with three gringos to his Mexican small town. The exchange was filled with excitement and we could hear Estella talkin very loud and excited across the room from the phone. Fifteen minutes and the plan was made and goodbyes said.

    Jamie looked up from the phone and said, " Now you must come to Mexico as my family is very excited, If not I will die a villains death, on my return."

   "Jamie, I will make the reservations then you can call Estella to let her know when we will arrive. Should we fly to Mexico city or Morelia?" I asked.

     " Mexico city as we can visit Morelia after we arrive in my village," Jamie replied.

      I placed a call to a little ole' lady named "Mom" and asked her to join our adventure. Flight reservations made, Estella notified of our arrival time all haste is made to be ready as our due date approached.

      Monday  November 4, 1988 our due date gave birth more slowly than Christmas.

       White knuckles into the air, we observe Amarillo disappear in a cold mist. Jaime gripped the armrest and blew air across his teeth in a low whistle. Serifin pulled his hat low and mumbles a Spanish prayer. Jamie and Serifin each held a wing in the air for the four and a half hours to touch down in Mexico City. As we descended in the mountain air of  Mexico city I asked Jamie, "is this plane ride was faster than the bus."

   Jamie replied, "Si, but maybe I die before we reach the land."

  Serifin, nodded in agreement and applied one last prayer.

  Prayers answered, the plane hugged the runway and taxied to the terminal. As we cleared customs, had our visas stamped with Mexican approval, and carried our bags toward the omnibus red and green light ahead. "Please Senior, push the button to see if we inspect your baggage  before you enter Mexico," an immigration agent announced.

  All our group got the green light go to Mexico except guess who. I was instructed to place my bags on the table and unzip them. As soon as I had them unzipped the agent said, "jip them up, go to Mexico."

   We exited the  terminal as a group onto the street crowded with baggage handlers, taxis, and "oh my God," Jamie and Serifin's entire family with the exception of great grandma and great grandpa. Must  be thirty or more all saying, "buenos tardes and coma es usted, all at once." This Mexican family walked many miles just to meet the Texas travelers. After introductions and private family greetings a plan was developed. Jamie's and his wife Estella agreed to stay in Mexico city to show us gringos the lay of the land. All the other Mejia family members were to return to their village and prepare for our arrival in a few days. We sent them home aboard taxis and busses.

 The Five of us loaded into taxis and headed for the      hotel. (Info on this hotel)

   A late evening dinner in the hotel restrauant honoring Estella ended a long but happy journey.

We learned on Tuesday that the simple honk of a horn and wave of hand allowed our taxi to cross 13 lanes of traffic as we head for the pyramids , no apri lima  our drive said of the miricle.burro beer

 

 

However, in 650AD, a great fire swept through the city, devastating many communities. For some unknown reason a swift decline ensued and there was no massive reconstruction exercise. Several theories prevail - invasion from a rival city taking advantage of temporary weakness, or a culmination of the erosion of natural resources by over-exploitation.

Whatever the cause, the population soon moved to other growing cities and Teotihuacán was virtually deserted. By the time the Aztecs arrived on the scene, the area was little more than an ancient ruin.

To the Aztecs, Teotihuacán was a holy place, where the sun, moon and universe were created. It was they who gave Teotihuacán its name, meaning "The place where men become gods". They also named the Calle de los Muertos, thinking (wrongly) that the many ruined temples and monuments along the "road" were burial places of early rulers. However, the city never regained its concentration of population.

 

 On Wednesday visited the Shrine of the Guadalupe

THE SHRINE AT GUADALUPE
is considered the holiest place in the Western Hemisphere. President John F. Kennedy and French President Charles de Gaulle testified to this during state visits to Mexico. Pope John Paul II preached to millions of the faithful from this holy Shrine during his 979 visit to Mexico. The Basilica commemorates the Virgin Mary's appearance to a humble Indian and honors her request that a Shrine be built in Her honor. In December of 1531, Juan Diego informed a skeptical bishop of his encounter with Mary.

 

A few days later, Juan returned to the site of the vision and once again Our Mother appeared. The humble man relayed the bishop's request for proof of Her visitation, whereupon the Virgin instructed Juan to gather roses from the frozen, rocky terrain and present them to the bishop. Remarkably for the cool season, he found a great number of roses strewn all around. Gathering the roses in a sackcloth, he hurriedly took them to the bishop. When he opened the cloak to present the roses to the cleric, it was not only the blooms that amazed the bishop. Stamped on the humble cloth was an image of the Virgin! The same miraculous image exists for you to see, hanging in splendor above the main altar.

 

On Friday we Rode the subway and shopped till we dropped

On Saturday we spent close to the hotel and restraints nearby.

 

On Sunday we took in the ballet folkalore

Ballet FolklOrico de MExico, Dance

Related Category: Dance

Ballet FolklOrico de MExico, Mexico's national dance company. It was founded in 1952 by the dancer, choreographer, and teacher Amalia HernAndez. Sponsored by the Mexican government, it is headquartered at the National Institute of Fine Arts in Mexico City and regularly tours worldwide. It began as a company of eight dancers that produced dances based on Mexican folklore for television and concert performance. Greatly enlarged, today it is recognized as one of the world's preeminent "ethnic" ballet companies and presents a wide range of colorful dances that spotlight Mexico's regions, history, and culture. The company also runs a dance school.

 

On Monday we checked out of the hotel. I found I had spent a million pesos in one place. Thought I was going to faint until I figured out the amount was only  four hundred U.S. dollars.

We loaded our taxi and traveled to the bus station where all of Mexico mixes and meet to travel.  Hundreds of busses depart and arrive in perfect precision  around the clock. Jamie purchased our tickets and we located an empty bench close to our point of departure. It was hard to keep from loosing  each other in the mass of humanity moving through the  terminal. After an hour of Mexican watching and interaction with every child in Mexico we boarded for  Jamie's hometown. Amazed at the hour to reach the outskirts of Mexico city packed with masses of people and poverty  covering every hill and valley in sight. Another two hours down a narrow highway and we unloaded in an intersection with a gravel road leading east or across the road to the west.. The bus pulled on the highway and slowly disappeared down the road. I could not see any town or person or vehicle of any kind. Jamie stood patiently and gazed at the mountain where the sun was going to set in another hour like he was summoning the Gods. In time a  moving speck appeared on the mountain. Then some kind of a vehicle came visible in the crevasse of the mountain. In fifteen minutes an over worn Volkswagen bus pull to a halt a few meters past our location as the brakes screeched and finally stopped the bus. Luggage on top we load  onto the cramped bus and headed away from the setting sun down a gravel sort of a road. Burro road to be exact, carried us for more than half an hour  before the weak brakes ground us to a stop. We unloaded our bags and the bus left in a cloud of dust.

  Jamie said, " we're here." We are now standing in a dry creek bed and no road was visible, just a trail. A trail I soon discovered  for us to follow. Everyone grabbed a bag and headed up the trail with no end or anyone in sight. 

                           Trading Places or Dear Memory     

 The following letter is a true account of my visit to the Mejia family farm near Morelia Mexico in 1988. We Gringos, Mom, my wife and myself, accompanied brothers Serifin and Jamie Mejia, back to their roots after a years absence.

 

Dear  Memory,                                                                                    November 12, 1988

    We've had a wonderful time at Jamie’s house. Sagrario, Jamie’s 5 year old daughter follows our ever move so we are well protected. Jamie and his four brothers have wonderful homes built with their skilled hands. Janet and I sleep in Jamie and Estella’s bed and Mom sleeps in Sagrario’s bed  while Jamie’s family either sleep in other homes or outside. Honored we are I’d say.

     Clean is the watch word and how they achieve it is magic. Every child sparkles before they smile. Fresh water is available at the corner of the farm a few hours a day and is hand carried to the homes scattered on the ten acre rock farm. Though Jamie’s hometown  doesn't yet have running water or electricity the houses are wired and waiting for the Mexican equivalent to our REA to arrive. 

    The machos take the goat herd into the mountains every morning and retrieve them in the evening. Cheese made from the goats milk is used in every meal.  Corn is planted in the cracks of the huge flat rock they call home. The crop is good as the summer rains were ample. Every grain of corn is ground into meal and every stalk is fed to the lone family hog or the burro.

      Our arrival to the village included a mile walk from where the last taxi dropped us at the end of the road. Two year old little Jamie ran to meet his dad and followed us back to the house gathering enough rocks in his pockets that eventually his pants fell off .

    Jamie always promised Janet that he had a bathroom. At dark on our first day  he handed Janet a roll of toilet paper and pointed to the corn patch just downwind from Jamie’s house.  The story begins, but I’ll let her tell you about how when she got all set up out there, all alone, hidden in the corn stalks,  a burro and it's owner shows up.

    By the way, Jamie's promised air conditioning  was a window with no glass and worked better than a 10 ton unit in the good old you know where.

     No flies, no wind storm, no cold, no hot days, nothing to complain about. Fabulous sandwiches made of a hard corn tortilla, goat cheese, and lime flavored mayonnaise, our equivalent of the bologna sandwich.

     In the evening of the second day a fiesta started before sundown. It was to honor our visit and around a bonfire some relative of Jamie's would tell a story in Spanish and we would all laugh and have a round of El Presidente. Then one of us gringos would tell a story in English and everyone would laugh and we would all have another round  of El Presidente. Mixing in a few cervezas and some corn tortillas the night turned into midnight and midnight turned to late night. Finally I leaned over to Jamie and said, “ I sure am tired.” Immediately the party ended and all started home. Seems as the guest of honor I was to determine when the party was over. A Mexican custom well learned. A fiesta is held every night of our visit. I like that Mexican custom.

   Our meals near  2 O'clock each day are enjoyed in a different home so we can greet personally their family members. Each family present us with their favorite meal. Of course we over eat but the mixture of people is a wonderful experience.

    Our last morning in Jamie's village started with a roosters’ crow as Janet gathered the toilet paper and headed for the corn patch.    Today we would pack for our first trip to Ajijic. Jamie’s truck would haul us to Morelia so we could catch the bus. We three gringo packed in silence as we reflected on the marvelous reception we received from these small town folks. A week long fiesta on our behalf, with the learning of local customs has forever changed our perception of  Mexico, just as we had expected. Jamie’s nature had already tipped us off as to what we thought we would find in Mexico.

   Too many hugs, too many tears, too many goodbyes led us to the edge of town and Jamie’s waiting yellow, 1979, Ford pickup truck. His was the only motor vehicle in town. Aboard and vowing to never look back, as is our custom, headed down the valley to Morelia.

   Jamie hid the tear streaking down his cheek as we ended the visit. The only words spoken on the road to Morelia was when Jamie said,  “ My friends you will always be welcome in my home.”

    The bus station was a human beehive as is the case in all Mexican cities. Seems Mexico moves and moves very well on it’s bus line to everywhere and to nowhere. Jamie helped me purchase the tickets and explained in spanglish the trip would take most of the day. Jamie wanted to wait with us until the bus arrived and we were aboard, but we sent him on his way.

    In an hours time, the bus arrives and we join 300 parakeets for our journey.

   Oh, Memory remind me to write you about, a white knuckle plane trip to Mexico city, spending a million pesos, the bus ride with 300 parakeets, codeine cough drops with a cervezas, and Ajijic Mexico where I spect' I'll live one day.

Regards,

Mike