Blue Tequila Cantina
Monday, December 19, 2022
Maybe raw for Texans but essential for expats.
The Blue Tequila Cantina
In this fictional novel in 2003 a war weary magical bar bum and the spirit of the long dead owner of the Blue Tequila Cantina experience life in Ajijic Mexico. The Blue Tequila Cantina serves as a meeting place for expats from over the world. Some seeking love, some seeking companionship, some enjoying a cheap lifestyle, oh and some escaping their past. Brave people, taking a chance on something different.
The lives of four couples play out in romantic Mexico and Texas overcoming death, abuse, trauma, and bad weather to form a family in our modern times. Evoking life as more than what you see, but what you from within share with one another.
Sunday, January 2, 2022
No
resolutions-- 2022
I’m
pretty screwed up, so I have come to believe that half the people feeling angry
or cheated is because someone told them they should be angry or cheated. My
opinion is worthless, but I suggest trusting your gut, and advice from truth
not faith of a higher power instead of media or neighbor. Might be a happy
place. Screen is dark, very dark, feel better already.
Hummm,
I am crazy but recommend tacos. M.M.
Thursday, December 23, 2021
Woah
get out the coats my meteorologist says 85 Friday, 87 Saturday, 86 Sunday.
----
A Cold Christmas Nights Dream.
I
was dreaming last night, and it must have been a lie. It was about a long time
away. It was cold outside, and a coal stove stood in the dining area. Grandma
put some ironing irons and bricks on top of the stove. When they were hot, she
wrapped them in work clothes. She sent me to bed and put the irons and bricks
in bed with me. Grandpa had taken the battery out of the car and hooked it to
his radio. I could hear the Joe Louis and Rocky Marciano fight from my bed. I
heard the Friday Night Fights is on the Air and the Gillette parrot squawked look
sharp, Feel sharp. be sharp.
I did not remember who won as I went to sleep,
and the coal oil lamps were out or turned very low. On waking there was frost
on my pillow, but the irons were still warm. The windmill gonged as the tail
shifted directions as the night breeze stirred. I could see a full moon going
down and I did not want it to go away. The outhouse was out yonder, way out yonder.
Soon the cows would moo and the rooster crow summoning grandma who would summon
me to fetch the buckets and meet her at the corral.
M.
Mercer
Saturday, December 18, 2021
To the tune of the Green Berets!
Only
Jesus knows, this is a Christmas song.
So,
close your mind, and drift along, as I silent sing.
A
Christmas song, just from us, to him.
Only
he, knows our heart, as cold, as it is.
Must
be hard, for you to hear, the lies and see, the broken hearts.
I
see, I did not do. my best and, broke your heart.
I
see, a celebration, coming but, I think you, are the most left out.
So
this silent, Christmas song, is just for you.
Tell
your mother, thank you, from us for you.
You
are my hope, for love and peace, so happy birthday, I silent sing.
MM
Monday, December 6, 2021
A few years ago
Christmas went like the following. Only one lie in it.
Remembering Navidad en Mexico!
With the spouse in the States for
Christmas visiting the grandkids I plan my solo Christmas day from Jocotepec
Mexico.
“I saddle Ned in the
starlight before dawn and pull the rein from the loop. Mount and ride in a low
lope toward San Juan Cosala.
Coffee in the early
light with the Mexicans gathered around a street fire on the carretera just
north of the hot baths. Burning and smoldering fires are all along the way.
Don't know their meaning jus' know it happens every year.
Back aboard headin'
for Ajijic, I find smoldering fires on Zaragoza and down Colon as I head for
the pier. The plaza is empty, but I see the cleanin' crew through the open
Music Box door. I'll help um’ open the bar bout ten, after I check the lake
level as is my custom every trip here.
Park ole Ned by the
tree in front of the Old Posada and walk in the bright sundown the pier toward
the calm water. Seems the lake level is similar to last year but the lirio is
not here. Beautiful mountains and the lake before me makin’ the day more than
worthwhile. I step up close to the end of the pier and below on the ledge four
feet down lovers on a bed of clothes are ignoring the morning cold. Unobserved
I depart with envy knowing someone is getting a nice Christmas gift.
Back up at the bar before
I finish my second beer, the usual crowd appears. We have a few rounds, beer,
flavored tequila, and a Feliz Navidad or two.
Long about a quarter of twelve I bid a farewell and mount Ned. Head east
to Chapala, the old rail head, and beyond to a place they call the Eagle on the
east side of town.
The turkey is stuffed
and friends all around. Red wine and fine women with nice scents make the
round. Makes me miss my lady but remember what she is about. Merry Christmas, I
pray all remember what it is all about.
Cool evening, I pull
the jacket from the saddle, climb aboard and head for the west end of the lake.
Half Moon and Christmas fires light my way. Ned has big eyes and sees, before
long I spot my white casa a quarter mile away.
I talk to the dog and
milk the cat. Sometime round the middle of the night I bed down and think on
the day. Most folks were mild and calm though some had a little too much drink.
I think about the meaning of today, my dad, my daughters, and sons, I spect' it
all boils up as one. I’ve always said the Mexicans are God protected but I
think I may be too."
M. Mercer
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Friday, August 20, 2021
If I Don’t Toot it Who Will So…..
50 Composition notebooks = Coming next year --
Cantina Azul
Afternoon Wednesday June 18, 2003
Ajajic Mexico
Think the first time I entered the Blue Tequila Cantina was about six years ago. Mexican natives call it Cantina Azul. They say a Gringo named Tom opened this bar in 1987 and still lives within even though he passed on in 1996. It must be true as sometimes I get messages from Tom about what is going to happen or when someone is coming. Sometimes I know the names of who is coming. Easy says, I spook her when I forecast someone, or something, is coming round the corner. Kinda surprises me too, but I’ve had a not quite normal lifetime. Spent more time sitting at this end of the bar than anywhere in my sixty- three years. Easy has been here three and a half and we have seen it all, fun, terror, blessing, and wonderful memories.
Some things you need to know: Easy is not the bartenders name, but she is quite easy on the eyes, not sure of her real name, or where she is from. My place at the end of the bar is my long-standing comfort zone. Somedays, I go home and write sober and coherent. Leigh, yes Leigh, the one stable strong good woman in my life I do not deserve, watches over me as the angel she is.
The Blue Tequila Cantina serves as a meeting place for expats from over the world. Some seeking, love, some seeking companionship, some enjoying a cheap lifestyle, oh and some escaping their past. All toll, a good bunch of people, using up the end of life as we know it. Brave people, taking a chance on something different. The locals carry us high, and we appreciate all the services they provide. Many frequent the bar and most local closing on property sales are finalized in the Cantina Azul. Oh yes, this is the local NASCAR TV headquarters.
And just like that, it happened again today. Normally folks frequenting the bar don’t ask a lot of questions of each other as we all have something we don’t want to talk about. So, we find out about each other by what they say and not by prying.
Extending his hand, he says, “My name is Sid, may I sit the bar with you?”
“Sure Sid, my name is Jerry, we’ve been expecting you.” I replied.
Sunday, August 8, 2021
Paintings all Gone
West at the Francis school.
Half mile one black walnut stands.
Marks the sacred past.
No, house, mill, pond, or orchard.
Faulkner wrote-
“The past
is never dead. It’s not even past.”
The
paintings of youth are gone.
The war took some fight.
Time has taken the loves.
Writings spent, given away.
Eyes not so clear.
Mind hanging on, I think.
What I hear is not said.
Wonder about it all.
Maybe it is time I figure it.
Or do I want to know?
Oh, I see – we bring the past
to the future with living.
Strange - memories remembered-
they’re all the same age as
before.
So, the past is not dead or past.
M. Mercer
Monday, August 2, 2021
Mexico
Flight Plan 1988
November the first in the Central Texas
Panhandle Jamie, Serifin and I finished
the fall wheat planting and moved the equipment back to the home place.
Janet had made coffee and warmed the tortillas and beans as she watched the
weather worn crew park the tractors and drills in the equipment yard.
"Mike, it is time for Serifin and I to
visit our families in Mexico," Jamie said as he spooned frijoles on a
fresh flour tortilla .
" Si, Jamie, when will you leave,"
I asked?
" We go Monday, on the bus," Jamie
replied.
" No, Jamie we will take the plane
Monday. Do we need to fly to Morelia or to Mexico City?" I said.
A stunned Jamie replied, "Mike, we
have no plane tickets."
" Jamie you tell me where we need to
fly and I will buy the tickets. See I want to go with you to your home in
Mexico." I said.
"Mike, Si, you come to Mexico," An
excited Jamie asked?
I replied, " Si, Jamie , my wife, my
mother and I will fly with you brothers home to Mexico."
"I will call Mexico and see where we should
fly," Jamie said.
"Jamie, Janet will help you make the
call to Mexico," I said.
Janet had been listening in on the
conversation and asked, " Jamie you have a bathroom in Mexico?"
"Si, bano I have in Mexico,"
Jamie replied.
Janet asked, "Jamie you have an air
conditioner in Mexico?"
"Oh, Si, I have air conditioner en my
casa," Jamie replied.
The phone call was placed to the only phone
in a Mexican community deep in the state of Michigan and as usual some young
runner would fetch Estella. Estella
would wait by the phone for our call
back in an hour or so, as she lives a mile or so from the community
telephone.
While we waited Janet asked, "Jamie
mashed potatoes and cream gravy in Mexico?"
Jamie replied, "Si, Pappas but cream
gravy like Janet's, No! Janet's is very good."
" I can tell," I responded and
demonstrated with my hands how high Jamie piled the potatoes and gravy when
Janet fixes them for him.
We waited about an hour and a half and
Janet placed the call to Mexico and handed the phone to Jamie.
Jamie explained to Estella about his
pending plane trip with three gringos to his Mexican small town. The exchange
was filled with excitement and we could hear Estella talkin very loud and
excited across the room from the phone. Fifteen minutes and the plan was made
and goodbyes said.
Jamie looked up from the phone and said,
" Now you must come to Mexico as my family is very excited, If not I will
die a villains death, on my return."
"Jamie, I will make the reservations
then you can call Estella to let her know when we will arrive. Should we fly to
Mexico city or Morelia?" I asked.
" Mexico city as we can visit Morelia
after we arrive in my village," Jamie replied.
I placed a call to a little ole' lady
named "Mom" and asked her to join our adventure. Flight reservations
made, Estella notified of our arrival time all haste is made to be ready as our
due date approached.
Monday
November 4, 1988 our due date gave birth more slowly than Christmas.
White knuckles into the air, we observe
Amarillo disappear in a cold mist. Jaime gripped the armrest and blew air
across his teeth in a low whistle. Serifin pulled his hat low and mumbles a
Spanish prayer. Jamie and Serifin each held a wing in the air for the four and
a half hours to touch down in Mexico City. As we descended in the mountain air
of Mexico city I asked Jamie, "is
this plane ride was faster than the bus."
Jamie replied, "Si, but maybe I die
before we reach the land."
Serifin, nodded in agreement and applied one
last prayer.
Prayers answered, the plane hugged the runway
and taxied to the terminal. As we cleared customs, had our visas stamped with Mexican
approval, and carried our bags toward the omnibus red and green light ahead.
"Please Senior, push the button to see if we inspect your baggage before you enter Mexico," an immigration
agent announced.
All our group got the green light go to Mexico
except guess who. I was instructed to place my bags on the table and unzip
them. As soon as I had them unzipped the agent said, "jip them up, go to
Mexico."
We exited the terminal as a group onto the street crowded
with baggage handlers, taxis, and "oh my God," Jamie and Serifin's
entire family with the exception of great grandma and great grandpa. Must be thirty or more all saying, "buenos
tardes and coma es usted, all at once." This Mexican family walked many
miles just to meet the Texas travelers. After introductions and private family
greetings a plan was developed. Jamie's and his wife Estella agreed to stay in
Mexico city to show us gringos the lay of the land. All the other Mejia family
members were to return to their village and prepare for our arrival in a few
days. We sent them home aboard taxis and busses.
The Five of us loaded into taxis and headed
for the hotel. (Info on this hotel)
A late evening dinner in the hotel
restrauant honoring Estella ended a long but happy journey.
We learned
on Tuesday that the simple honk of a horn and wave of hand allowed our taxi to
cross 13 lanes of traffic as we head for the pyramids , no apri lima our drive said of the miricle.burro beer
However, in 650AD, a great fire swept through
the city, devastating many communities. For some unknown reason a swift decline
ensued and there was no massive reconstruction exercise. Several theories
prevail - invasion from a rival city taking advantage of temporary weakness, or
a culmination of the erosion of natural resources by over-exploitation.
Whatever
the cause, the population soon moved to other growing cities and Teotihuacán
was virtually deserted. By the time the Aztecs arrived on the scene, the area
was little more than an ancient ruin.
To the
Aztecs, Teotihuacán was a holy place, where the sun, moon and universe were
created. It was they who gave Teotihuacán its name, meaning "The place
where men become gods". They also named the Calle de los Muertos, thinking
(wrongly) that the many ruined temples and monuments along the "road"
were burial places of early rulers. However, the city never regained its
concentration of population.
On Wednesday visited the Shrine of the
Guadalupe
THE SHRINE
AT GUADALUPE
is considered the holiest place in the Western Hemisphere. President John F.
Kennedy and French President Charles de Gaulle testified to this during state
visits to Mexico. Pope John Paul II preached to millions of the faithful from
this holy Shrine during his 979 visit to Mexico. The Basilica commemorates the
Virgin Mary's appearance to a humble Indian and honors her request that a
Shrine be built in Her honor. In December of 1531, Juan Diego informed a
skeptical bishop of his encounter with Mary.
On Friday we
Rode the subway and shopped till we dropped
On Saturday
we spent close to the hotel and restraints nearby.
On Sunday we
took in the ballet folkalore
Ballet FolklOrico de MExico, Dance
Related
Category: Dance
Ballet
FolklOrico de MExico, Mexico's national dance company. It was founded in
1952 by the dancer, choreographer, and teacher Amalia HernAndez. Sponsored by
the Mexican government, it is headquartered at the National Institute of Fine
Arts in Mexico City and regularly tours worldwide. It began as a company of
eight dancers that produced dances based on Mexican folklore for television and
concert performance. Greatly enlarged, today it is recognized as one of the
world's preeminent "ethnic" ballet companies and presents a wide
range of colorful dances that spotlight Mexico's regions, history, and culture.
The company also runs a dance school.
On Monday we
checked out of the hotel. I found I had spent a million pesos in one place.
Thought I was going to faint until I figured out the amount was only four hundred U.S. dollars.
We loaded
our taxi and traveled to the bus station where all of Mexico mixes and meet to
travel. Hundreds of busses depart and
arrive in perfect precision around the
clock. Jamie purchased our tickets and we located an empty bench close to our
point of departure. It was hard to keep from loosing each other in the mass of humanity moving
through the terminal. After an hour of
Mexican watching and interaction with every child in Mexico we boarded for Jamie's hometown. Amazed at the hour to reach
the outskirts of Mexico city packed with masses of people and poverty covering every hill and valley in sight.
Another two hours down a narrow highway and we unloaded in an intersection with
a gravel road leading east or across the road to the west.. The bus pulled on
the highway and slowly disappeared down the road. I could not see any town or
person or vehicle of any kind. Jamie stood patiently and gazed at the mountain
where the sun was going to set in another hour like he was summoning the Gods.
In time a moving speck appeared on the
mountain. Then some kind of a vehicle came visible in the crevasse of the
mountain. In fifteen minutes an over worn Volkswagen bus pull to a halt a few
meters past our location as the brakes screeched and finally stopped the bus.
Luggage on top we load onto the cramped
bus and headed away from the setting sun down a gravel sort of a road. Burro road
to be exact, carried us for more than half an hour before the weak brakes ground us to a stop.
We unloaded our bags and the bus left in a cloud of dust.
Jamie said, " we're here." We are
now standing in a dry creek bed and no road was visible, just a trail. A trail
I soon discovered for us to follow.
Everyone grabbed a bag and headed up the trail with no end or anyone in
sight.
Trading
Places or Dear Memory
The following letter is a true account of my
visit to the Mejia family farm near Morelia Mexico in 1988. We Gringos, Mom, my
wife and myself, accompanied brothers Serifin and Jamie Mejia, back to their
roots after a years absence.
Dear Memory,
November 12, 1988
We've had a wonderful time at Jamie’s
house. Sagrario, Jamie’s 5 year old daughter follows our ever move so we are
well protected. Jamie and his four brothers have wonderful homes built with
their skilled hands. Janet and I sleep in Jamie and Estella’s bed and Mom
sleeps in Sagrario’s bed while Jamie’s
family either sleep in other homes or outside. Honored we are I’d say.
Clean is the watch word and how they
achieve it is magic. Every child sparkles before they smile. Fresh water is
available at the corner of the farm a few hours a day and is hand carried to
the homes scattered on the ten acre rock farm. Though Jamie’s hometown doesn't yet have running water or electricity
the houses are wired and waiting for the Mexican equivalent to our REA to
arrive.
The machos take the goat herd into the
mountains every morning and retrieve them in the evening. Cheese made from the
goats milk is used in every meal. Corn
is planted in the cracks of the huge flat rock they call home. The crop is good
as the summer rains were ample. Every grain of corn is ground into meal and
every stalk is fed to the lone family hog or the burro.
Our arrival to the village included a
mile walk from where the last taxi dropped us at the end of the road. Two year
old little Jamie ran to meet his dad and followed us back to the house
gathering enough rocks in his pockets that eventually his pants fell off .
Jamie always promised Janet that he had a
bathroom. At dark on our first day he
handed Janet a roll of toilet paper and pointed to the corn patch just downwind
from Jamie’s house. The story begins,
but I’ll let her tell you about how when she got all set up out there, all
alone, hidden in the corn stalks, a
burro and it's owner shows up.
By the way, Jamie's promised air
conditioning was a window with no glass
and worked better than a 10 ton unit in the good old you know where.
No flies, no wind storm, no cold, no hot
days, nothing to complain about. Fabulous sandwiches made of a hard corn
tortilla, goat cheese, and lime flavored mayonnaise, our equivalent of the
bologna sandwich.
In the evening of the second day a fiesta
started before sundown. It was to honor our visit and around a bonfire some
relative of Jamie's would tell a story in Spanish and we would all laugh and
have a round of El Presidente. Then one of us gringos would tell a story in
English and everyone would laugh and we would all have another round of El Presidente. Mixing in a few cervezas
and some corn tortillas the night turned into midnight and midnight turned to
late night. Finally I leaned over to Jamie and said, “ I sure am tired.”
Immediately the party ended and all started home. Seems as the guest of honor I
was to determine when the party was over. A Mexican custom well learned. A
fiesta is held every night of our visit. I like that Mexican custom.
Our meals near 2 O'clock each day are enjoyed in a different
home so we can greet personally their family members. Each family present us
with their favorite meal. Of course we over eat but the mixture of people is a
wonderful experience.
Our last morning in Jamie's village started
with a roosters’ crow as Janet gathered the toilet paper and headed for the
corn patch. Today we would pack for
our first trip to Ajijic. Jamie’s truck would haul us to Morelia so we could
catch the bus. We three gringo packed in silence as we reflected on the
marvelous reception we received from these small town folks. A week long fiesta
on our behalf, with the learning of local customs has forever changed our
perception of Mexico, just as we had
expected. Jamie’s nature had already tipped us off as to what we thought we
would find in Mexico.
Too many hugs, too many tears, too many
goodbyes led us to the edge of town and Jamie’s waiting yellow, 1979, Ford
pickup truck. His was the only motor vehicle in town. Aboard and vowing to
never look back, as is our custom, headed down the valley to Morelia.
Jamie hid the tear streaking down his cheek
as we ended the visit. The only words spoken on the road to Morelia was when
Jamie said, “ My friends you will always
be welcome in my home.”
The bus station was a human beehive as is
the case in all Mexican cities. Seems Mexico moves and moves very well on it’s
bus line to everywhere and to nowhere. Jamie helped me purchase the tickets and
explained in spanglish the trip would take most of the day. Jamie wanted to
wait with us until the bus arrived and we were aboard, but we sent him on his
way.
In an hours time, the bus arrives and we
join 300 parakeets for our journey.
Oh, Memory remind me to write you about, a
white knuckle plane trip to Mexico city, spending a million pesos, the bus ride
with 300 parakeets, codeine cough drops with a cervezas, and Ajijic Mexico
where I spect' I'll live one day.
Regards,
Mike
Wednesday, July 21, 2021
On
Writing
So, I was reading On Writing by Stephen
King and finding out what I already know, “I don’t know much.”
So, I’m thinking about what happened to
Stephen in some later years of his writing career and how it compared to a life
event of my own.
I was standing in a vacant lot, also known
as a cow pasture, just south of the Silverton High school Gym, wearing my 1955
model single face guard helmet, way to large shoulder pads, and mud filled
cleats wondering what this 85-pound sophomore was doing here?
Coach O.C. had placed me at defensive right
corner and I was to keep all comers from going around my end. Shit here comes
220 pounds of T.D. West with the ball, but ahead of him was John the Schott
leading interference for T.D. like he needed some help. While they was a
coming, I was thinking, this is gona hurt but it’s my job. Glad it has been
raining so the ground will be soft when I go down. I heard the crack as I went
down and realized I was totally in-capacitated in the right leg. Pain wasn’t
too bad, but I had this strange sensation adrenaline pours on you when you’ve
flat out had it.
Well, I had it, but the coaches kept trying
to stand me up, and I kept going down, and I needed to stay down. I always
wondered if O.C. was smart as I thought he was, and come to find out he was, he
figured out I needed more help than anyone there could give so he brought his
car out onto the lot and a bunch of teammates slid me in the back seat. Oh boy,
this is gona be fun as the car jumped the muddy ditch just as the adrenalin was
wearing off. Oh no, he is stopping at my house, O.C. says to me, “I’m taking
you to Tulia to the Hospital figure Jackie would want to know.” “Oh, hell here I am being a problem and I
don’t want to be a problem I just want to play football; I think.” Twenty-six
miles of trying to keep my right leg straight and not enough room to stretch
out left me partly paralyzed by the time we reached the ER at Tulia Texas.
Half a dozen good guys and a wheeled stretcher
delivers me to the X-ray lab. Some scissors and my cleats and pants disappear.
Damn, cold hard table and I think I have been on it for hours before bad news
arrives. Thigh bone uh, femur, not cracked but broken and luckily has not punctured
an artery or broken thru the skin layer though I could see the dark spot just
north of the knee. Tear leaked from the corner of one eye. Looks like I’m tied
down for a while.
Wasn’t long before I got ambulance ride to
Amarillo to see about fixing me up. Morphine and its kinfolk kick in, and the
evening gets better fast. Vaguely remember the transfer to hospital bed Northwest
Texas Hospital. Daylight I find my broken leg being stretched by rope, pulleys,
and weights that hang off the end of the bed. Seems doc believe it or not,
“Hyde,” tells me we must pull the bone back in alignment before surgery. Dr.
Hyde shows me some stainless-steel screws he will use to re-connect the
splintered bone. I order more morphine as I eye the five- and six-year old’s
circling the weights stretching my leg at the end of the bed. I didn’t bother
to ask how long before surgery, just close my eyes and dread the next time the
nurses come to pull me back up in the bed, so my weighted leg does not touch
the foot rail.
Surgery day comes and thankful I will get
rid of the weights. What I did not know is I woke up with a cast from my
ribcage to the tip of my toe on the right leg and down to the knee on the left
leg. I could not be more trapped to the bed than if it were a bear trap. One
more tear slipped from the corner of my eye. Two days later I find myself in my
room with urinal and bedpan for company. No way to turnover, sit up, or even
tend to myself. Dear old dad built a rail above the bed with a pulley high
enough so he could tie a rope to my cast right leg and give me the end of the
rope so I could lift me up and swing sideways just enough to let me flip face
down on the bed. I could flip or flop but that was the extent of my movement.
Trapped in my mummy case for what may be forever. Don’t like football so much
these days.
Five days later my football buddy classmates
show up. “Hi guys good to see you sorry I can’t get up to visit.” Dewey, Joe,
Dave, Eldon, Charles, and maybe more have a grin on and it worries me. Uh Oh
they are loading me on a wheeled gurney and out the front door. Oh shit, they
have a small school bus and slam me inside. Dewey says, “just relax we’ll be to
school in a minute.” Worse case Charles is driving and I’m in fear I’ve seen his
driving before. Every dip in the street and chug throws the steel gurney up against
all the walls and the back of the driver’s seat causing Charles to slam on the
brakes. With urinal between legs banging on the cast I hang on the rails as
best I can. They all laugh when they unload me on the sidewalk leading to front
door of Silverton High School. Evidently, they want to see how fast this gurney
would roll and if they could stop it before the two steps going into the
school. My lightweight blanket weren’t near enough to keep me covered but I
guess I’m just glad to be alive because I’m laughing too.
Classes on a gurney and a 40-yard race down
the sidewalk to lunch at the cafeteria. If I survive five weeks of this, I’ll
be in line for the Congressional Medal of Honor or some sort of. That weren’t
all of it, I got a ride to all six of the remaining football games in a Ford
Ranch Wagon. Mostly endzone view but much appreciated.
The day they cut me out of the cast was very
much like Stephen King felt after his run in with a car that almost took his
life. Dr, Hyde used a high-speed circle saw to cut me out of the cast. Felt
like I was being cut and bleeding while he was running the saw, then there was
a thin, crusty, scaley, ugly, body and me not sure I wanted it to belong to me.
Doc says, “we are going to clean you up a bit then let us stand you up for just
a moment. Well, I never got to the moment, when my head came up above my body I
went out like a light. Sure, glad there were some around to catch me. Next day
I sat on the edge of the bed, then the next day I stood up with crutches. Oh
man, wheels up except when a crutch slipped. Pain like none other for four
weeks limbering up both hips and one knee.
As Stephen said without all the folks pulling
for us and caring for the mess we were, we would not be healed. And yet we
were! And allowed us to be creative in our own way.
Tuesday, July 20, 2021
Time is Rolling Along
As time is rolling along, the countryside is
passing my windshield. Two hundred fifty-six miles and I stand looking as far
into the past as I go. A mother left me
72 years ago and a father that left thirty-two years. Memory is as fresh as dew
on the grass. We talk a while; I beg forgiveness of my shortcomings and remind
them I will be joining them soon. I tell them I’m on my way to see their
Amarillo grandson and take in a country music concert. They remind me I know
very little more of this grandson than they do. I promise to engage him, look
him in the eye and talk about you.
On down the road I run across some apostles,
we talk from wisdom past, and chuckle at our age. Aches, pains, and mirrors
tell us we are older than we think as we speak of younger days. They bid me
good day and tear as we may not see each other again on this side. I leave as
my iron horse is telling me a story of A Time for Mercy from her speakers.
Long afternoon bar hopping, reacquainting our
kinship as I figure out, we live in different worlds and his is good, and
different from mine. Music is loud and entertains the 5000+ crowd of young
tanned beautiful people. It is good to see so many smiles, hugs, kisses, and
handshakes and not the violence or disharmony portrayed on the flat screen. My
78 years watches, and tires quicker than I would like, so a hard walk to
distant motel and sleep.
If you know what a big breakfast is, it was awesome.
A goodbye to son who is much older than I thought he might be. The unknown time
factor plays tricks on my mind as I head south to home and revisit the past as
familiar countryside drifts by my windshield. Down off the caprock just south
of Quitaque, as I cross the Los Lingos Creek, I see Jesus. Not really surprised
as I have seen him before. One time in Mexico he was riding a horse on a rock
road to Morelia. His name was pronounced a little different, but he is the same
guy, standing on the bridge. I pull off the road and walk back to the bridge.
As I approach Jesus says, “Good to see you
it’s been a long time.” as he leans on his walking stick.
“Oh yes it has been a while. Do you need a ride?”
“No, I have just left the falls and pond back
up the creek. I knew you would be along and figured you would recognize me and
pull over.”
“So, you remember, and I must ask. Have you
seen me in your travels?”
“Oh yes I see you making dust” Jesus replied
and added, “you are doing a pitiful job of it.”
“I know,” I reply, look down, and add, “I
have a problem with my missteps.”
Jesus reminds me,” It is my job the handle
your missteps, and your job not to make them, you must remember I am here for
you.”
“So, you’re going to show up no matter what,
on my journey?”
“As long as you look out the windshield, or
lift your eye to a stranger, I will see you makin’ dust.”
“Thank you for the visit, keep a watch on my
dust, help me to make worthy dust.”
“Once again as back in Mexico Jesus says,
“Come back this way one more time.”
I ask about his caballo and he responds, “He
has gone to the beyond, but I visit him often.”
“Thank you for the visit and watch for my
dust, I will do better.” I say as I pullback on the road and remember the time
he rode on my shoulder in my old Jimmy truck.
Down
the road past the Fairmont Baptist Church, Flomot, Matador, on to Jacksboro to
pick up fried chicken. I approach home and feel blessed for my safe trip. The
wife is patient and glad I brought chicken and gravy as we enjoy what is left
of this fine Easter Sunday. I will tell her of my day later, she will not be
surprised.
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